I’m not unhappy. Really I have a great life. With so many people with much more pressing problems….I cant say I am worried, or depressed…How dare I even elude to such a thing actually! I simply want to be a better or best ME. Ugh! I know how trite that sounds. But truly that’s it. I find myself always thinking….Shoot>> why don’t I just do that?! Why don’t I get that done? Why did I eat that food that makes me feel like crap?! Why? Why? Why? I’m kind of tired of it.
SO many things would flow more smoothly if I made myself more organized, rested and 50 pounds lighter! It’s all really quite connected!! And I don’t have ANY hurdles to speak of except for myself. So I figured….maybe I need to say it all out loud. I need to tell everyone that I’m doing this..